I seriously feel like shit. I went to bed with a headache and couldn't really sleep. I woke up at seven with a headache and wanting to vomit. I feel dizzy and my chest hurts. Blah.

Elliott's play is supposed to be today, but I guess I'm not going. I feel like crap and I think mom wanted me to go to nanny's anyway. I'll probably walk up there or get her to come back down here and get me.

This house smells really bad. I think our little boy cat has learned to start spraying. Gahhh, its gross.

I think that Elizabeth, my female hamster that I got for my 16th birthday, is dying. :'[[ She's the only one I can really handle and pet and play with. The other two will barely let me touch them and she's my favorite. She hasn't really been eating and it seems like she sleeps constantly. Whenever she is up and running around, she's doing this panting-like thing and her eyes are barely open. She's lost so much weight. :[[[ I'm so sad. :'[ I should've expected it since hamsters only have a life expectancy of two years, but still. :[[ :[[ :[[

I went up to Nanny's today and lounged around her house with her and mom. I'm a tad bit worried about my nanny. She has Polycystic Kidney Disease and she has dialysis three days a week. She thinks that her fistula might have clotted and stopped working. :// I don't know, I hope not. But either way, she has dialysis tomorrow and mom told her to call us if she had to go over to the hospital because of it not working. I think kidney disease is one of the reasons I don't want to get old. I think I'll probably have it in the future. Nanny was only 39 (i think) when she had to go on dialysis. Mehh.

Hah, we got on the subject of Andrew and I got made fun of. :| Lol, not really. I just got picked on. Mom pretty much came out and told her that I must like Andrew a lot because I try really hard not to act like I do. She was pretty amused by that. Mmhm. Nanny gave me a bunch of these "sexy" nightgowns/lingerie. ha. very random.

My head still hurts and I'm still sick to my stomach. :[

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