My throat is scratchy.
I don't want to get sick again.

Does anyone watch Flavor Of Love? Who do you think he'll pick? I hate New York. I loved it when Pumpkin spit in her face.

Project Runway didn't end the way I expected. I expected Santino to win for some reason. I was rooting for Daniel. Pffft. But CHLOE? Blah, whatever. Damn, Daniel should have got it, thoughhhh!

Andrew is going to pick me up tomorrow. I guess I'm going to watch him and Josh jam for a bit. I'm going to get some money off of my parents and pay for our lunch/dinner/whatever at Burger King. I want a paper crown. I'm bringing my fucking camera. He owes me a better picture. CHAYEAH.

P.S. What'd you guys think of Pete Wentz's pen0r?

So my life has become the biggest mess and unmess (not a worddd!) at the same time as of this week.

At the beginning of the week, Josh and I made plans to hangout on Thursday. And that didn't happen at all and I think he's pisses. But I think, the next day or something I get this instant message from Andrew [for anyone who doesn't know, I dated this guy three times etc etc] apologizing and shiz. We start talking and we make places to meet up at Caro's the next day. But I suck at this memory shit, so just to keep it short and simple: Andrew and I are dating again. Yeah, fourth time. I can practically see people being like "omg, this is the Rick thing like all over again." Everyone seems upset about it. And when I mean everyone, I mean half the people around here have their panties in a wad about it and most of the people I talk to are practically being all "shammmmmme alice, shame on youuu." Whatever. Whatever happens, happens. I've informed him if anything happens like the last times, its over. Done. And I'm never talking to him again. All of that is true. I hate this breaking up, getting back together, breaking up, getting back together shit. Its pointless and I really didn't want to have to focus on a relationship right now, but I don't know. Some things seem right and some things don't; what can I say? But I'll say this: if shit happens, then I'm not dwelling on it. Heartbreak is an imaginary thing. I'm done with dating my exboyfriends. I made a "New Years Resolution" not to date any more of my exboyfriends. OH SO YEAH I'M HORRIBLE.

I don't know.

It seems like most of my life is coming together though, so that's good. I seem to be growing up in a sense. Tomorrow [Saturday] I'm going with my bestfriend David to look at tuxedoes and prom dresses because we're going to Hibriten's prom in April. The 18th, I have to go apply for financial aid.

Jonathan is talking about moving back here. Well, not in Lenoir or Hickory, but in North Carolina. We're talking about getting an apartment together when I turn eighteen, which would be super sweet. Mmhm.

Things are exciting!
Well, not that exciting, but I'm really content.

I think I might like someone. Yeah, its nothing serious yet. But we all know how Alice falls fast and incredibly hard.. usually on her ass.

Anyway, I hungout with Carolina, Dustin, and Josh today. Mom drove me to Caro's, where Josh picked us up. We stopped and got oil for his car and then we went to his house. I had a pretty neat time. I wish there were more things for us to do and that it wasn't so cold and windy outside. It would have been a perfect night for playing in the park if it weren't for those two factors. There was a full moon tonight. It was spooky because we went into this old house. We just hungout, really. Either way, Alice had a fun time. I somewhat wish that I could hangout with Josh by myself sometime so that I could get to know him.

Andrew [the exboyfriend] has his panties in a wad because I'm hanging out with/talking to Josh, who is his "best friend." He told someone that he's afraid that he's going to lose his friend over it. Its funny, though. Josh is a lot nicer than Andrew. I don't even talk to Andrew anymore. Josh and I had a nice little private chat today about this sort of stuff. Andrew called while Josh and I were alone in his room talking. Josh wanted me to answer it. It would have been amusing. I should've done it.

I need to redye my hair. I swear, my hair is too fucking thick. Some of the dye has already washed out. I'm thinking about bleaching parts of it and adding this plum color that I have. The only problem would be employment. I want a job. I need a job. I wish I was older. A lot of places are only hiring 18+ people. :[

No lip piercing. The laws didn't change. That sux0rs. Oh well. I can wait. :]